Well i lost my virginty about a week ago .. details insiide-->?

well i loved my boyfriend soo much n he broke up with me 4 a other girl n i know he played me but im 14 n i know im young to be even doing or thinking about this stuff but i really love this boy .. he means everything to me and i know he must not love me back to hurt me he playing them kiddie games but i know once he done with her hes going to come running back to me !! when he does i dont know what to do i mean i did everthing everthingggg with this boy and i know that when he says he loves me agian im just going to exept that and start going back out with him i dont know why i really dont know what to do !!